Silent thoughts

I know nobody comes here anymore. At least, nobody that personally knows me, and vice versa. I know, because that little box in the right column of this page tells me I am the only visitor from Singapore, and the rest are people from the States. Probably the random internet visitors that chanced upon this hidden forgotten blog, due to my old posts that were shared or listed by google searches.

Just individuals that breeze through the page without much impact or interaction, like strangers on the street, and in the cars wheezing past. They were there, but their existence were not quite felt.

It gives me the freedom to write without feeling as judged. Yet sometimes, you wish the subject of your posts - the people you'd been writing for - would chance upon the posts one day. But the likelihood of that is close to zero, and maybe it isn't a perfect idea either.

Perhaps this blog is going to be good for that. It'll be a perfect outlet for me to pretend you know and understand me because I'm always writing for you here, and you always read my thoughts...even though in reality you don't. You don't understand me, and in this growing distance, you will realise you never did.